I'm sick. My child is sick. So what do I do?

Phoenix Children's Hospital June 2013

September is Childhood Cancer Awareness Month

So what does it look like to walk through sickness, possibly needing medicine, being at the hands of doctors and big pharma? 

There are times that we need them and that is okay. There is some bad preaching and teaching in the body of Christ that will condemn for going to the doctor. They seem to imply that you don’t have enough faith to believe God for a miracle if you need medicine or medical attention. There is no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus (Romans 8:1). You must rebuke condemnation and seek the heart of God for your situation.

What I’ve learned after many battles over a decade of time, is that it looks like Mary, the mother of Jesus, in John 2:5 “Whatever He says to you, do it.” It looks like relationship and obedience to the voice of God. “My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow Me.” -Jesus in John10:27. 

Please hear me, Someone else’s revelation is NOT your obedience. 

I have heard God tell one friend, “You are going to walk through chemotherapy, but you are going to live.” That is not what I heard over my son however, and I felt strongly when he was first diagnosed that the high dose chemo would kill him. I wanted to believe God for healing through supernatural means, using the WORD, food, and supplements as medicine. 

Bill Johnson got the COVID vaccine and Kris Vallotton did not. They are both senior leaders of the same global church movement. 

Is one right and one wrong? NO! Not by any means! We are all following Jesus and following our intuition and convictions. And you must learn to do the same. 

You must learn how to hear the voice of the Lord for yourself and follow Him in obedience. That comes in many ways, including through others like the prophets, pastors or leaders, and friends or family, as well as directly for yourself, but you must be able to discern, get conformation, and do like Mary said, obey Jesus. He will not fail you. You may fall. You may fail. But HE will not. 

It looks like trusting God.

23 The steps of a good man are ordered
(or established) by the Lord,
And He delights in his way.
24 Though he fall, he shall not be utterly cast down;
For the Lord upholds him with His hand.
-Psalm37
 
9 A man’s heart plans his way,
But the Lord directs his steps.
Proverbs16

Hearing God's Voice IS KEY to Your Healing - Watch Here

This preach from Barry Bennett at the Healing Is Here Conference August 2023 drives home what I am speaking to.... AND will likely put your faith through the roof to God's will and what He desires to do for you in your trial and testing. Barry comes out just after 57 minutes in the video. If you've made it to this post, I'm praying for you. Be healed in Jesus' mighty Name!

Censoring and Silencing Alternative Health and Healing Information

 

Little Chris Juicing After His Leukemia Diagnosis in 2011

September is Childhood Cancer Awareness Month

I noticed the beginning of this month, when I did a google search to find the articles and videos of the doctors and scientist who had been radically persecuted or killed for their cancer cures and discoveries, they were nowhere to be found. The only thing coming up in my searches were Mayo Clinic, Cancer Society, drug companies and the like. This was disturbing because I found the info over a decade ago by doing google searches.

This week, Dr. Eric Berg, who I follow for alternative medicine, natural cures, and all things KETO, posted a video on being censored, aka silenced, by YouTube. I'm posting that video below but don't know if it will get taken down. What he has to say in the beginning is hugely concerning.

The reason why I am posting to this old blog is because when I started posting to Facebook for childhood cancer awareness this month, and was using words like Phoenix Children's Hospital, Big Pharma, FDA, vaccines, and alternative medicine, my posts were being censored to the point that no one could see them and they were being flagged to get taken down.

Watch the beginning of the video to see the recent changes regarding alternative medicine and healing.

"YouTube has now banned anything related to health that does not align with general medical consensus." 

The good news is that people will always find a way to overcome evil with good. But for now, what does this look like as the world has grown increasingly aware of the plot to be destroyed with pharmaceuticals, and if not destroyed, just created to be a repeat customers by making us totally dependent on the industry to stay alive.

I refuse this. In today's world, knowing God and being able to trust Jesus as our Healer is imperative, going to the doctor only if He says to, which one, and what to do. Lord help us!

How to thrive through childhood cancer treatment.

September is Childhood Cancer Awareness Month

KICKcancER is a ministry I recommend to every parent I meet who has a child diagnosed with cancer. Season Johnson is the founder and is a certified nutritionist. Her toddler, Kicker, was diagnosed with leukemia a decade ago. Because of her training and insight, her son not only survived standard protocol treatment, he thrived through it.

Season started KICKcancER as a way to teach parents how to assist their children's bodies in healing and detoxing while going through chemotherapy and radiation. They send out "Kickstart Kits" to families for free to get them started on their journey of "thriving through cancer treatment".

This is an invaluable resource for parents, from parents who have paved the way. The kits are only able to be sent out because of donors who support the vision. KICKcancER is good ground to sow into for those who want to help children fight their battle with cancer.

Visit the website here:

KICKcancER Movement

Redemption. Is it a heart matter?

Phoenix Children's Hospital with Mom - May 2023

September is Childhood Cancer Awareness Month

I remember when Chris first got taken. I didn’t think I could make it two weeks without him until the court date, where I just knew they would release him to come back home. That didn’t happen. But something that did was that the life of Jesus and His followers came alive to me. Up until that time of my life, when I would read the new testament, I remember praying things like, “But God I am not an apostle or a preacher. I am not a leader in your church.” But through my trial, the scriptures opened up to me in a way that I could relate to their very words, and words of suffering, and all of Jesus’ famous sermons were coming to life about how I was to treat my enemies and people that persecuted me.

One afternoon in Walmart, I walked up to the cash register to check out. Normally Chris and I would minister to people while there, but I had an invisible wall around me, suffering in my own little world. The lady at the register asked me if I wanted to donate to Phoenix Children’s Hospital. I almost threw up. They had held my son against my will and had him removed by CPS. But I felt the Holy Spirit nudge me to give.

There were big signs of PCH kids in the front of the store, and yellow hot air balloon papers all over the walls with the people’s names on them that donated. I can’t remember if I obeyed that day, but there came a point where I realized that God was asking me to give my heart to Him so that He could do a work there. And so I gave. I gave to PCH, and to God I prayed that they would be blessed. Jesus said to bless and not curse. I prayed for the kids to be healed and the Spirit of God to move there and for cures to childhood cancers. I prayed that they would be at peace with me and release my son to come home.

Every time they asked, I gave.

My rights to my son were severed and six years went by. How I made it two weeks, and then six years, can only be explained by God’s mercy and grace. I didn’t know if my son had lived or died, or anything about him. But in August of 2019 I got a message from an adoption agency recruiter concerning him. He had survived cancer! But was still in foster care without a family. He needed a home, and the door was opening for us to talk about him coming back to me. It was an absolute miracle! September 1st came two weeks after the call, and it was childhood cancer awareness month.

You know your heart is healed when you can give to your enemy with joy.

St. Jude is a research hospital driven by the pharmaceutical industry. But again, parents don’t have a choice in treatment when it comes to childhood cancer, it is the government and the industry that is driving the treatment. At St. Jude, families are given a place to live and food to eat while their children fight the cancer battle. All their living expenses are paid, and parents never get a bill for treatment. I became a monthly donor to St. Jude in faith. One of my prayers since 2011 is that God will raise up scientists within the industry that will discover cures. God is always good and wants to turn what the enemy meant for evil to good (Genesis50:20). Through our trials, He wants to reveal our hearts, and captivate them, to make us like Jesus. I have felt led to give to bless the very industry that still had their grips on my son. So that I could be changed.

Go read Luke chapter 6. It opens with Jesus breaking the law to heal on the Sabbath. Then He calls the 12 apostles and they have a healing crusade. Next comes “The Beatitudes” where Jesus says:

21Blessed are you who weep now,

For you shall laugh.

22 Blessed are you when men hate you,

And when they exclude you,

And revile you, and cast out your name as evil,

For the Son of Man’s sake.

23 Rejoice in that day and leap for joy!

For indeed your reward is great in heaven,

For in like manner their fathers did to the prophets.

The doctors thought I was crazy for believing Jesus could heal my son without a bone marrow transplant. The government psychologists labeled me with a “Delusional Disorder” for my “strange” religious beliefs. They took my son and blasted me for my choices. My decisions on how to treat my son’s cancer, believing for Jesus to touch him, had made me an enemy of the people we needed to help us walk out his healing. But Jesus said I am blessed and that I have a great reward waiting in heaven! I needed my heart to line up with the Word.

Jesus goes onto to tell us to love our enemies and not to judge. Then in vs 38 He gives us, what I believe, is a huge key to breakthrough regarding those who persecute us:

“Give, and it will be given to you: good measure, pressed down, shaken together, and running over will be put into your bosom. For with the same measure that you use, it will be measured back to you.”

He goes on to say a tree is known by its fruit and that we should build our lives on the Rock.

Right smack dab in the middle of all this enemy and heart talk, Jesus gives a promise from the prophet Malachi, to give, and it will be given back to us. We have a part to play. The promise is conditional; we have to give. If you want to bless your enemies at a heart level, sow financial seeds into them. Jesus said so! Give an offering and bless them with your secret prayer life. Both, a truly sacrificial offering. Keep giving and keep blessing them until you feel released to stop and until your heart is not hurt, angry, or bitter. You will be transformed into the image of Christ. This is what our Father wants.

Chris did come home and is nine years healed of leukemia. It took two years of jumping through CPS hoops again, but God did yet another miracle. During those two years, I sowed and prayed. I still give to St Jude and Phoenix Children’s Hospital to this day in faith for cures, and because my son is under their court ordered oversight until he is 18.

Today I am thankful to the doctors and nurses that Chris grew to love, that took care of him in my absence and still love on him at his yearly cancer screenings. In the place where I was banned from the hospital, there has been redemption, and I now bring my son once again. We celebrate the miracles of him being healed from a rare childhood cancer and us being brought back together as a family.

The enemy is cancer, not the parents.

 

October 2011 Preparing Oral Chemo

September is Childhood Cancer Awareness Month

Big pharma is big money. I am not in any way a conspiracy theorist; I will not buy into it at any turn, but I am not talking conspiracy theories here. We go to the doctor for help when we are sick. There is a place for "practicing medicine". Even the bible points to it and Luke was a physician. I do not take for granted, and am thankful for, the many times doctors and medicine have been there in time of need. But what happens when we lose the ability to choose what we want injected into our bodies, or into our children's bodies? In the childhood cancer world, there is no freedom in choosing treatment.

Believe it or not, the pharmaceutical industry is working with certain government agencies and officials to take away our freedoms and cause us to be dependent on them. Think of vaccines.

When you start researching how to heal your child of cancer, you begin to uncover really hard and horrifying things. Like the many, many cures already out there that have been shut down by courts because of the FDA. Kids dying at the hands of these criminals who won't allow for the treatment because big pharma can't patent it to make money, and repeat customers out of us. Homes and clinics raided, innocent scientists and doctors imprisoned, people found dead and their life’s work concerning cures destroyed. It’s a very real reality.

A thought I've had all these years.

What parent doesn't want to see their child completely healed of cancer?

Of course that is the goal! So why do the children's hospitals make you out to be a monster if you want to try non-toxic and non-invasive ways of healing vs their standard protocols that cause secondary cancers, suffering, and so often times death? Why is it okay if your child dies while being burned and poisoned and cut on at a doctor's best attempt to see them cured, but a parent can't choose another method and not go to prison if their child dies of a disease?

The enemy is cancer, not the parents.

This is how I would have to suit up to prepare my 5-year-old son's oral chemo each night. Completely toxic to inhale and to the skin. From night one starting in the hospital at diagnosis, I declared that it was "healing balm from heaven". But does heaven cause his legs to ache so bad that at times he could barely walk, writhing in pain? I became torn. It put him into remission but was not a cure. Chris required a bone marrow transplant, which involves high doses of intravenous chemo to wipe out his own broken DNA in order to implant donor DNA. The success rate with this type of transplant was around 20% that he would survive at least 5 years.

So the question remains, why do we as parents not have the right to say no? Every human is appointed a time to die. So why don't parents have a right to make medical decisions for their children, encompassing their convictions, intuition, desire, and responsibility, especially when their child has a deadly disease?

Phoenix Children's Hospital and CPS in the News

 

September is Childhood Cancer Awareness Month

Cases like ours, brought to Juvenile Court, happen more often than people know, but the government and children's hospitals do what they must to keep the stories out of the media. I am posting our news segment here for awareness as this aired the end of 2014. Juvenile Courts are supposed to be open to the public, but what happens is that the Judge will place a "gag order" on parents that makes talking about their case punishable by law, and they close the courtroom so that the news/journalists and the community can't see and report the truth of what is taking place with these kids. It's a hugely unjust facet of what happens to families regarding their children that get taken away by CPS.

You will never know what it's like to watch your child suffer from chemotherapy effects until you go through it yourself. Parents always go in fighting strong with so much hope, but as the side effects start to rear their ugly head, there are moments when you are screaming on the inside at the thought of your child having to have another dose. Chemo is poison designed to kill, and the doctors have to dose in a way that takes their patients to the point of death without killing them. They are not always successful. 3 children from our church alone got leukemia diagnosed and treated at Phoenix Children's Hospital around the same time as little Chris. The other 2 girls lost their battle, not because of the cancer itself, but due to chemo toxicity.

Because of the internet and technology, testimonies of brave people healing cancer holistically are easily accessible and there are many clinics and naturopaths available. Parents are saying NO MORE! And they want options apart from the standard of care protocol of cut, poison, burn.

Will we see freedom of choice restored to parents fighting childhood cancer in our lifetime? Many are praying so, and some like Terri LaPoint, the journalist who initially wrote our story and made our news appearance possible, have been raised up to fight the battle spiritually and at the government level.

Childhood Cancer Treatment Options. Do parents have a choice?

 

FaceBook post from diagnosis day Sept 2011

September is Childhood Cancer Awareness Month

The childhood cancer statistics will say something like 85% cure rate, or 95% cure rate. This deceives us into believing that the medical industry is doing a good job at researching and finding cures for childhood cancers. But do you know that “cured” actually means 5-year survival rate? That means the child was cured for “at least” 5 years. What does that look like to a 4-year-old, who was part of that statistic of being cured, who then dies at age 11 do to secondary cancers caused from radiation and/or chemotherapy?

Just like most things that come from mainstream media, what is actually happening in the childhood cancer world is not what it seems.

I am not here to argue that lives are at times saved. My son survived a bone marrow transplant, and God used it to heal him completely of a break in his chromosome at the DNA level. But do you realize what me saying no to the transplant for 18 months, to believe God and naturopathic medicine, cost our family? It cost us his childhood. My son is alive and now back home, but do you know what 8 years of foster care will do to a child? Our “side effects” are not just with his organs and body systems as a result from high dose chemotherapy and transplant drugs, but the psychological effects of not having a family for 8 years. Of being ripped from his mom and everyone he knew while he was sick, and the words that ring in his ears from the government that he would never see his mom again….. “but you are safe now.” I can assure you that he was everything but safe.

I was asked at the end of our news interview in 2014, that I will post soon as an awareness for this month, if I had the choice to do over, would I do the transplant right away? Of course, I would have complied. My son lay on his deathbed at 7 years old with strangers by his side as I was banned from the hospital. Do you realize parents of children who get cancer DO NOT have a choice of treatment? You must do the standard protocol of surgery, radiation, and chemotherapy, until your child is cured, or they die. If at any time you go against the doctor’s protocol, you risk CPS taking your child and the government being their guardian, thus giving the doctor permission to do whatever they want to your child.

This photo is from our news piece. I pasted in the photo of little Christopher Reign. That was the last time I would see him for 6 years, at a 2 hour CPS visit at the local McDonalds; he had lost his front tooth and I missed it... the government worker sitting there in the background with her laptop recording her version of what was taking place.

In the newsclip, the journalist asked Phoenix Children’s Hospital about me having a choice in my son's treatment. “Legal Authorized Representative” is what they call a parent now. You aren’t even mom or dad anymore. Our forefathers warned us about government overreach. When our politicians are saying they are there to help us raise our kids and it takes a village, we need to be on high alert. But people love this! They want their stimulus checks and to sit at home in fear of life while they don’t have to work and the government supports them. They want someone to make hard choices for them! They are so deceived and vote these career politicians into office.

What does it mean to us, and to our God, when our freedom of choice is taken away, and our bodies, our children’s very lives, are in the hands of the government and BIG PHARMA? It’s time to wake up.

Here we are in September 2023

July 2013 Phoenix Children's Hospital during CPS Visit

September is childhood cancer awareness month. My little Chris was diagnosed at age 5 with a rare to children leukemia (CML) and is now 9 years healed by a forced bone marrow transplant. Ours was a massive battle that included Chris being taken by CPS because I withheld the transplant for 18 months while he was in remission and the cancer returned. My rights were severed and Chris spent 8 years in foster care before he made his way back home, only by a miracle, at age 15.

Since parents don't have a right to choose the treatment options they want for their children, and MUST do the doctors standard protocol of CUT (surgery), POISION (chemotherapy), BURN (radiation), it is imperative that advances be recognized and discovered in the cure of this disease.

Our God, Jehovah Rapha, is the Lord God who heals us (Exodus 15:26); and for the believer, healing in every form comes from God alone, and I believe that natural cures like food and supplements, and all medicine, are just as much a miracle as a supernatural touch from the Lord. Choosing what our convictions and intuition say is best for our afflicted children is not what childhood cancer parents get to do, and it's a tragedy what is happening in the childhood cancer wards across America when there are so many ways and proven discoveries that heal cancer apart from traditional medicine like chemotherapy.

Father, You hear the cries of the suffering... and hear the cries of those who know the truth. Touch your precious children, Lord, with healing, and release the cures that have already been discovered while You raise up more doctors and scientists to discover new cures. Father, take down the money making greed machine that is the standard protocol cancer treatment industry in a way that only You can, and I ask that You restore the freedom of CHOICE to the people, God. I pray in Jesus name.

- Over 300 kids per year are diagnosed with cancer at Phoenix Children's Hospital alone.
- About 9,910 children in the United States under the age of 15 will be diagnosed with cancer in 2023.
- ONLY 4% of cancer research funding is dedicated to children's cancer, OUR FUTURE.

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